Hi everyone, I hope you guys are doing well. I’m also  doing well except the fact that I cannot sleep very well at night. So I’m having a bit trouble. Other than that , I’m absolutely alright.

Today I’m going to talk about how I have grown this year. Honestly speaking I had a really tough time to get that question because it was really tough for me to understand how I have grown this year. So I had to think first and then answer the question. So let’s deep dive into it.

I have actually grown this year in terms of self-image. If I look back to my previous self I found out I was very low confident about me and myself esteem was pretty low. I couldn’t think that I deserve something better. And the most troubling thing was that I was fading at everything literally everything so you can understand how destroyed my self-image was.

Let me give you some examples how bad it was. I was thinking of low quality jobs from me so that I can simply survive. I couldn’t imagine that I deserve someone better in my life because my self-image was so broken. I couldn’t think of someone better in my life who will completely accept me who I am. although I had really good qualities and capabilities but I couldn’t imagine myself better. I was failing at literally everything. I was constantly applying for jobs and not getting any single positive results and that was kind of a hell of a thing that I have been through.

So how did that happen that myself image suddenly and drastically changed?

And the beginning of the year something has really changed to be honest. Although I was doing odd job at the beginning of the year, myself image was getting better because the job I was doing maybe an odd job but I was thinking to do it in a perfect way so that I feel good. Are in other words in order to perceive discipline in me, I was trying to be perfect. And it worked quite well. For example, I was doing an odd job in the warehouse first as a item picker and it took me around 8 days to get adjusted with that job. Where as it took me only three days to get adjusted in a lab where I work as a production helper full stop and I saw the results drastically changing.

Not just that I have become more carrier focused in my life which I never was. And I found out I can do something I can build something and I can actually be very multi working Guy. So when I understood that I’m really good at building my carrier it just boosted my self Image that okay I can at least survive by doing something.

If I imagine in previous years writing such a large blog, I couldn’t even think of it but what really changed is that I can now talk and write about a lot of things and for a longer time. It’s because I am thinking positive about myself constantly that is giving me the validation that I was taking from others.

Myself image was pretty bad because I was always seeking attention from others, seeking validations from others and I had a tendency of people pleasing. And I stopped all of them with the passage of time full stop and that’s why myself image has become far better, not just that I do not allow any kind of negative people around me. And that preserves my energy a lot. This is I think everything happened because of myself image has become better and I think I am very much valuable to the world.

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